I’m alone, like always im distracted for no reason. My mine is going numb of all the stillness, my worlds a still picture with clocks ticking away faster than most rpm meters im the world. As my exams approach I get the same gut feeling ppl usually call over-confidence, where u feel u know everything there is 2 know but the thought is as true as saying the sun rises in the west… I feel the loneliness bite… really really hard but then the thought of ppl comes 2 my mind, those some who r irritating, getting on ur nerves or those around whom u don’t feel comfortable, or even those who have let u down always, then I ask myself do I really want them around just 2 make living all the more difficult than it already seems 2 be, making it more pointless than it already is…. The answers flood in like a stampede of wild jungle animals
Yes u need them, they let u feel alive,
No u don’t need then ur happier alone, u and yourself, the perfect pair.
Maybe someone who will understand u the way u want 2 be understood, naaaa such a person doesn’t exists in this world,
Well u need ppl around…. For what???
Will lots of money solve this problem… yes definitely,
Or maybe not? NO it will keep u company but of a different sort one that will be proportional 2 the money u spend
Then again ur friends are the one who are the ppl close 2 u, with them u can share ur thoughts and feelings, ur grief and happiness…

I’m in a confused state of mind maybe I just should take in whatever dosage it comes in wtever form it comes, as long as it keeps comin………